I've no idea what to name these so I suppouse i'll number them as I go lol. So life has been pretty bleek lately, but it is getting shinier again. I was going to go to Chicago for school and then due to my father never getting back to me I lacked funding so instead opted to do my second choice of life, first was teaching, to join le airforce. But apparently since I do not actually have a highschool diploma I'm having to take some college courses instead to make it seem like i'm a "normal" person lol. Everything else is perfectly fine. I'm starting class on the 22nd whoot! And I go only two days a week for three classes. I'm looking forward to starting something like this. It'll be fun.

But the bad news or time happened between having my mom throw me out of the house by my hair because I asked her to stop calling me disgusting cause I put a bowl of food on the bed. I ended up having to stay at my friends for a whole month! It sucked because they are party animals and drink all the time and party so like 0ish sleep for me that month. And even worse! My laptop broke finally! It won't start up, it tries, but it won't offically do it. So I just gave up. Maybe I'll take it to le computer shop sometime, until then I have to wait. So back to le subject. I was computerless for almost two months! QQ! But since I got a cellphone I was able to text nonstop to...who was a friend, but now is more than that hehe. I had 14k texts for july/august and then 16k for august/september! I never texted much befoure! Cause I never had my own cell until now! Crazy eh? lol.

So after a crazy month of displacement I called my aunt and am now staying with her until my apartment in downtown Portland, OR is ready in two weeks! Whee! My very own place! Le awesome! I'm really excited about this. And my ex is sending my stuff tomorrow hopefully. And then once I get stuff I can play Aion finally with my friends! Was planning on it for a year now and then all this messies happened. But its a wonderful thing now. My ex is sending me his old computer which is still a damn good computer lol.

And when my love moves in, between end of Dec to mid Feb, he could help me update it and such. Iuno a damn thing bout computers lol. But he does. One of our few differences! Other than that we get along amazingly! Have a lot in common, like the same shows, and stuff to do. I can't wait for our walks in the snow or rain, or going to Fox Theather (even though he said he didn't like le theathers! But will go with someone worth while. <3!), and ah! He even likes to see museums! So that'll be great when my dad comes to visit. We can all go together. My dad loves to go see museums or historical sites or zoos and other places like that. It will be plesant for a change, I also won't think my father is wasting his money on my mate. Cause Adam never enjoyed going to museums or anything. Oh well his loss!

So I origionally was going to go into the airforce after getting the 12 or so credits more I needed, but then we are having our family reuinion next July! So I was gonna push it back till August, but then I decided if I did that I wouldn't be home for Thanksgiving or Christmas. And I really would want to be! So! I pushed it back even further to mid Jan 2011. Gives me time to enjoy this newfound life I have set befoure me. I'm rather estatic on that point. A new place, a happier life and even a new mate!

Also pushing it back means in April and September I can go to Sakura-con and Kumori-con! Whee! In April I'm gonna go as Tifa and in September maybe something from Code Geass. Just cause their outfits are rather spectacular imo. I'm sure I could find something better to go as. But I am wondering what my cousin, Morgan, will go as. Since we just went unprepared to Kumori-con in Portland! Was fun, but we are gonna dress up this time for sure! She said she wanted to go as Yufie or Riku. I hope she does one of them to match my Tifa outfit lol. Wish I had a gang of friends who would go as one FF7 char or another lol. I saw Cloud and Zack at the Kumori-con which was cool. They posed together in a nice fashion for a picture. And then Morgan took a picture of Sailor Uranus with Neptune and Saturn. They looked amazing together. And then an awesome Princess Peach was there and then Zelda and Shiek. Though them two were not together lol. I saw a Link too. Not as well done however. But at least it was better than me going in street clothes lol. Well hopefully this is a spark of lots of fun times ahead. I'm greatly looking forward to it all! Whoot!

Take care to whomever reads this! Hehe.